everytime i watch it i cry.

BEAUTIFUL SOUND TRACK AND CAST.

I REALLY MISS NATASHA RICHARDSON.

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FAVORITE QUOTES FROM CITY OF ANGELS. gosh i can watch that movie over and over. I LOVE THE SOUNDTRACK TOO. thats where i first heard iris by the goo goo dolls.

Maggie Rice: I'm not afraid. When they ask me what I liked the best, I'll tell them, it was you.


Seth: I was there in the stairwell... when you cried for your patient. And I touched you, remember?
Maggie Rice: Why are you doing this?
Seth: Because I'm in love with you.

Maggie Rice: I don't understand a God who would let us meet, if there's no way we could ever be together.

Ann: Never date a man who knows more about your vagina than you do.

Seth: I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss of her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. One.

haniel Messinger: Seth knows no fear, no pain, no hunger, he hears music in the sunrise. But he'd give it all up, he loves you that much.
Maggie Rice: I don't understand.
Nathaniel Messinger: He can fall, he can give up his existence as he knows it, he can give up eternity and become... one of us.

IM ACTUALLY GROUNDED BUT MY MOM ALLOWED ME TO GO TO MY COUSIN'S HOUSE.
im with cheska bea chrissie.

im really happy right now!!!:)

i just love them to bits.

we are reading "if we ever break up, this is my book"

byjasonlogan.

ok heartbroken much?:):) not really.

imma go with the flow.

hay, i haven't felt this way since... ***** why in the world?

1 word. MAGICAL. totally. hay! i wish we could be but i dont know na.

where are you? YOU DIDNT TEXT:(

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. serioso. i saw you the first time in jenell's debut and i super found you cute and gwapo and then i saw you again in ky's didnt get introduced yet then the night after was...

HAY AWESOME.hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. i never ever felt what i felt since yeah a million years.

And everything went from wrong to right
And the stars came out and filled up the sky
The music you were playing really blew my mind
It was love at first sight

IM SO TIRED ALREADY. TOO MUCH HOMEWORK AND READINGS BUT I GUESS GOD IS GOOD.

NO SCHOOL AND NO TRAINING!!!! WOOOOOT! IT'S TIME TO PARTEEEEY MOTHERRRRFUCKER:)

uhhhh thats all

 ok so it rained super hard a while ago and i kinda like it when it rains because you won't feel the sweat drippping down your face. We jogged 10 rounds today and i really didnt feel tired at all. HAHAHAHA seriously! i loved it but like the ground was awful. There's something wrong with both of my knees and like my right is more painful than my left. It was different a while ago because while i was jogging my left knee started to hurt. On the 7th round i couldnt take it so i was surreptitiously crying. Well, my team mates couldnt see the tears cause it was raining! thank god:)) okay so i really have high tolerance for pain. Even my PT said. I really don't know when to stop. She told me that if i feel the pain stop already but i dont want to. I sprinted and after sprinting i couldnt take it. I cried to tin:)):)):)) SERIOUSLY, IT WAS SO EMBARRASSING BECAUES THE SPORT SCIENCE PEOPLE WERE THERE:)) putangina. and so i wanted to go on but like i couldnt bend my knee. 

I wanted to train today because i want to play against ateneo tomorrrrowww!

LETS GOOOO TEAM.

UH I HATE MY KNEES

COACH IS RIGHT. IM FAT:|:|:|

HUHUHUHU

I HAVE TO DIEt:)) die die die! night world

i've been sick since wed. I REALLY HATE IT.

i had to go home before my last class cause i felt to terrible. i went to the doctor and yeah, i dont HAVE SWINE hahahahhaa kala niyo meron noh?!! KAPAL. joke. I have urtf. UPPER RESPIRATORY TRACK INFECTION SMETHING LIKE THAT AND SOMETHING RHINITIS.

okay and feveeeeeeeer HIGH fever:| I HATE IT. but im okay now. I HOPE ITS NOT DENGUE THOUGH CAUSE IT'S ON AND OFF eh:|:|:| i hate it.

i want to play!!!!!!!!! thats all. AND I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOOOOL BUT NOT STUDY? HAHAHA JOKE.

SINCE IM ALWAYS BORED I PRETEND THAT IM A SINGER HAVING A CONCERT HAHAHAHAHA OMG WHAT A DORK.:)):)):)):))

OKAY I HAVE A PIANO KASE. I PLAY THE PIANO AND SING LIKE LEA! MISS SAIGON.

THATS MY DREAM. ILL BE THE NEXT JOAANNNNAAA AMPIL. DUH.:)) WHAT A LOSER AGAIN


BYEBYEYE

MY KNEEEEEEE SUPER HURTS.

I WAS SO SLOW.

I HATED MY GAME BUT IM GLAD I ASSISTED AND CROSSED.

I WILL DO BETTER NEXT TIME.

IM HAPPY COACH SAID IM GETTING THINNER BUT I DONT GET HIM HE SAID I WAS FAT.

PUUUUUUUTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

I LOVE THE SONG "I GOT A FEELING" HAHAHAHHA IT ROCKS MY SOCKS. LISTEN TO IT.

BYE WORLD

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last night was the bomb. I missed fish's penthouse!!!!!!

2 WORDS. LEGENDARY AND EPIC. TOTALLY.:) 

okay, so before the NIGHT STARTED...

so i was just stuck at home because i was really tired. I wasn't chosen to be part of the game for that day, THANK GOD. hahahaha i didnt want to play! I was supposed to go to the doctor and to trish's VTR shiz but I didnt have an appointment with the doctor and trish cancelled her VTR. So yay! i played..

POKER not soccer hahahaha. i lost HALF MY MONEY. While i was playing poker i was talking to janny through YM. Im so happy for her. She's taken BABYYYY! HAHAHA I KEPT ON SAYING OMG OMG OMG OMG. I MISSED HER!!

a conversation with janny is UNFORGETTABBBBBLLLE. Seriously! We both love old music and we were watching old michael jackson videos while chatting. I linked her "you are not alone" and WE WERE LAUGHING HYSTERICALLY. MJ was naked. hahhahaha well kinda. He had a piece of garment to cover his balls and he was MAKING OUT WITH A HOT GIRL. It looked so weird. He looked gay kase.:))

so we were both SENTI as usual. We were singing our theme song! CUPID:) hahahahaha and LOVE YOU DOWN! not INOJ'S version but READY FOR THE WORLD'S version. THE SONG IS SOOOO..............SEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX.:) AHAHAHA

Some of my teammates went to the house because they were gonna go to Manor with my sister but i didnt get to say hi cause i was NOT DECENT hahahaha. Dad picked me up and i went straight to PROME to meet fish, fel, denise, and the others. HAHAHA i was there at like 930 may AMATS na sila. SO EARLY.

so panops brought us to fish's penthouse and we waited for the others there. Santina (fish's cousin) followed with her friend kevin. Jason and the others arrived but jason WAS REALLY MAD (EVEN IF HE ISNT SANTINA'S BF). He punched kevin thrice so kevin left.

AND THE WHOLE "GULO" STARTED. Kevin called his friends because they wanted to start a fight with jason. They were calling fish's phone to tell jason to go down but we told him not to because DUH they're gonna beat him up. Kevin's friends were shouting and were ringing the doorbell. FUCK YOU ALL. so IMMATURE OF YOU GUYS. 

So i think the disturbance ended at like 1130 or 12 and the others like kyla, cathy, vince, arthur, bern, and etc followed. It was really fun even if it was so BV at first.

overflowing booze. HAHAHA beer.. ewwwwwwwwwwww. and matador. hahahaha YUCK for the poor much? BUT i drank 2 bottles of beer and a shot of matador:) It's been a long time. hahahaha we were dancing to patron tequila, poker face, love game, and of course MY BOO! i missed that song.  I went home at like 345am. Bea got home like 20 mins after me. ahahahahaha I opened the gate for her:) hahaha BFF'S!:) IM HAPPY WE'RE OKAY.

no hangover cause I DIDNT GET HIT. High tol much but my KNEE BEGAN TO HURT. hahahahaha uh oh. How will i run na?! i suck pa naman:((

i loved last night. I MISSED THE TAFTERS AND MY BARKADA SO MUCH! HAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. i hope this happens again

you will be missed

"if you want to make a world a better place take a look at yourself and make that change"

start with yourself.

im starting with myself. EVEN THOUGH ITS HARD.

I LOVE THAT SONG. I WILL MISSSSS YOU MJ:(:(:(:(

I LOVE OLD SCHOOLLLLL MUSIC!

OKAY, I WAS REALLY PISSED TODAY.

1. Bea and i FOUGHT BIG TIME because she shouted at me to do the wrong thing BUT I WAS WRONG FOR TELLING HER TO SHUT UP.

2. SOME PERSON (feeling person) TOLD ME THAT I DIDNT HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO THAT CAUSE I WAS A FRESHIE. She was making EPAL.  I didnt say anything to her. I JUST SHUT UP AND MY HEAD WAS LIKE HFAGFASHDGKHSKDGHKSJHGSHKHSDKGH UGH, SHE'S NOT EVEN PART OF IT.:|

3. After the game, i didnt mind bea because i felt bad. She still scolded me in a silent way and COACH WAS THERE. Then someone said shhhh tama na. But I REALLY FELT BAD CAUSE I WAS EMBARRASSED.

4. WE WENT TO THE BATHROOOM AND SHE STILL DIDNT STOP SO I ANSWERED BACK AND I SAID "STOP IT NA NOT HERE" BLAH BLAH BLAH. But i didnt cry YET.

5. SHE KEPT MAKING "DAKDAK" AND SHE SAID SOMETHING LIKE "ALAM MO PAG GINAWA MO YAN SA KINA PAULINE A LEIA, SASAMPALIN KA NILA" IN FRONT OF SOME PEOPLE. I super got hurt so i was sitting near the wall texting my friend. Slowly, my tears began to fall.

I hate showing people my tears. I REALLY HATE IT BUT I CANT HOLD IT IN. We were going outside and i didnt want to cry BUT I COULDNT STOP IT. It was like an ocean of tears.

She still kept on scolding me outside. arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i didnt mind her

THANK GOD IN THE CAR SHE DIDNT SAY ANYTHING.

Anyway, we arrived at home and yaya lea and sally were there.

GOSH, DRAAAAAAAAAMAAAAAAA AGAIN:| Sally got mad at us like OMG. She shouted and stuff so i cried and cried because i also told her what BEA did to me before.

MOM WENT DOWN FINALLY. SHE TALKED TO US AND YEAH, MORE DRAMA. I KEPT ON CRYING, WELL BOTH OF US WERE!

so much stories and HURT. goshhhhhhhh. i FELT SO BAD.

10 THINGS I HATE...

1. I hate it when people BUTTTTTTTTTT IN. GOSH, TOO MUCH EPALS IN THE WORLD

2. I hate it when people EMBARRASS ME in front of EVERYONE. Theres a right place and a right time to SCOLD SOMEONE.

3. I hate it when people say I CANT

4. I hate it when people SAY FOUL THINGS. Its annoying

5. I hate it when i cry and when i show people. I cant stop:(

6. I hate it when im pissed.

7. I HATE MYSELF WHEN IM NEGATIVE

8. I HATE HAVINNNNGGGGG SINUS BRADYCARDIA

9. I hate it when i feel like I WANT TO MOVE SCHOOOLSSSSS

10. I hate it when theres nothing to think BUT SOCCCERRRRR.:|

1. It seems that we're close but really, i can't trust you. You're such a know it all. You think you know everything. I hate it when you ask questions. YOU'RE TOO YABANG SOMETIMES, Maybe, too confident? uh. PLEASE you're just like us okay. DONT SUCK UP TOO MUCH.:|

2. im happy i got to catch up with you. I LOVED TALKING TO YOU AND HEARING YOUR KWENTOS.:p

3. IM SORRY FOR GIVING UP, IM SORRY FOR SAYING SORRY, I WILL STEP UP. WAIT AND SSEEEEEEE, I'LL GET THE OLD MARGA WHO SCORES A LOT BACK. YOULL SEE

4. I really want to be like you when you dribble and when you kick. I IDOLIZE YOU NOT ONLY BECAUSE OF YOUR SKILL BUT BECAUSE OF YOUR HEART AND CONFIDENCE WHEN YOU PLAY. uhhhhhh, this is such a give away:> hi butong pakwan!:)

5. IM GLAD YOUR MY BFF. IM GLAD I MET YOU. IM GLAD WE'RE IN THIS TOGETHER:) LOVE YOU BITCCCCH.

6. honestly, you have too much excuses but i guess you also have to understand him cause he knows you're good. He wants you to become a better player. DONT MIND THE DICK HEAD OKAY?

7. Im ssssoooooo sooooooo happy YOU DONT INTERFERE ANYMORE. YOU REALLY SUCK. I'm glad i didnt give up. LOOK AT WHERE I AM NOW BASTARD.

8. WE FIGHT A LOT BUT I STILL LOVE YOU. HAHAHAHA:)

9. i have no regrets. UP IS THE BOMB

10. DEAR ______________,
                  please guide me. I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW. Help me pleaseeeee.i havent been praying. IM SORRRRRRYYY:( you know whats happening, im SLOWLY LOSING HOPE. I NEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD YOU SUPER. I LOVE YOU. I WILL DO MY BEST WITH EVERYTHING.

finally, im writing again.  thanks mon:) inspired much? joke. i want to vent.

             I cant believe im in college. In UP! I Thought I'd end up in DLSU. Seriously. I never really wanted to study in UP because i didnt like to play soccer. Some bastard did something that really hurt me also. FUCK YOU. IM GLAD I DONT SEE YOU ANYMORE. YOU CAUSED A LOT OF SHIT BITCH. I really enjoyed it in high school and in grade school but i knew that if i got in through that it would be my life. Right now, it is. There are days when I really want to give up because im so tired. I really get pissed when we run run run and run then we don't win at all. Its really annoying.

                When i was in Poveda we didnt train a lot but we'd always be top 3. I used to be way better in Poveda. I only missed 3 penalties out of the 2934302940293049 i took. One was against hedcen (mia sumulong caught it), the other was against dana something (ina palacios saved it), and the other one i missed it. It went up the bar against nomads. i cried. I really loved soccer before. I used to score a lot of goals. The most memorable one for me was when ines crossed it then i kicked it then it went to the top left corner. WE WERE CHAMPIONS. I hate being second. I LIKE BEING FIRST OR THIRD BUT FIRST IS THE WAY. I even tried out for RP but i left cause i couldnt afford the trip. WELL IF YOURE RP YOU SHOULDNT PAY AT ALL RIGHT?oh wellllll.


             COLLEGE IS WAY DIFFERENT. TOOOOO MUCH RUNNING. Well its manageable i guess but its like sometimes you want to vomit cause it isnt fun anymore. Im like a robot. But im starting to LOVE it again even if sometimes i would like to stop.

         i was so pissed at myself a while ago because i STOPPED in the last round of the acad. I hate myself for doing that. I THINK ITS ALL IN THE MIND. i looked at my ecg and i found out that i was diagnosed with SINUS BRADYCARDIA google it. Everytime i jog, thats the only thing i think about. I HATE IT. I SHOULDNT THINK ABOUT IT. I BECOME SO SLOW AND NEGATIVE. I WANT TO BE POSITIVE.

             Coach asks me always for a clearance from the doctor but im scared to ask because I think that he'll make me stop and i CANT STOP. I have to help my mom. I LOVE HER TOO MUCH. Sally told me to have it checked but i dont like to go back cause they might not let me play.

               i just shut up. I RATHER SHUT UP THAN COMPLAIN. okay? a lot of people are complaining even if their problems are not that big but im not. I WANT TO GET BETTER. I WANT TO BE PART OF THE LINE UP

i want to FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKING WIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIN.

I HATE LOSING

I HATE LOSING

I HATE LOSING

WE WILL WIN!!!:)

i really love that song. I thought that a foreign person sang that song until my yaya told me it was francis M.

I really was shocked last friday.

he succumbed to leukemia.

thank you FRANCIS M FOR INSPIRING MANY OF US FILIPINOS.

indeed, you will remain in our hearts forever and ever.

truly, you are now in HEAVEN. we will pray for you.

YOU will be missed.

slumdog millionaire? well! what can i say?

           i wasn't really supposed to watch it until my mom told me to because she said it was really nice. Actually, it won Best picture in the oscars so i had no choice but to watch it:)

so the good points of the movie:

1. The story was very unique. Jamal who is the main character of a story joined who wants be a millionaire and won because everything that was asked happened in his life. who would have thought of something like that?

2. The start of the movie was when Jamal was beaten up by people because they thought that he cheated. Then the flashbacks start. The story was not confusing at all because even if they would show scenes from the game show and scenes from his life, you still could follow. The transitions were really good.

3. The cinematography was really nice because it captured what the story was telling us. You would see how poor India is and you would see some of the nice places in India, like the "taj mahal" . The culture was captivated by the cinematography.

4. The actors and actresses were very compelling. I remember the scenes when jamal and salim were kids, you would really get dragged to the things they were going through. Even the kids were such good actors. I felt the emotions.

5. I loved how the director did the movie because of the good transitions and the way everything was put together:)

there was so much substance in the story.

i loved every bit of it:)

Bad points? NOTHING!:)

you guys should watch it.